Goddammit. I got in LATE last night. I wanted some damn sleep, and this thing kicks in about half an hour after I go to bed. goddamn thing is WIRED INTO ELECTRICITY OF BUILDING SEPERATE FROM THE REST OF MY APARTMENT.
It goes off every 2 minutes. Woke me up every 2 minutes for first hour it was doing this, exquisite annoyance. Got used to it for next couple hours. Now I tuned back into it and it's some damn kind of water torture, quickly (instead of slowly) driving me mad.
FUCKING FUCK.
gonna cut those fucking wires if it doesn't shut up. Fucking weekend lack of people in office until 10am.
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Vagabond |3:35 AM|
Vorpal, as part of a school project, ended up profiling me as an internet vagabond. I was amused by the results, and he got a good grade. A fair trade, good grades for ego stroking.
Bills...no cake. |2:37 PM|
Last night was a massive pain in the ass. Due to my screwing up a paycheck, and then lending my folks the remainder of my cash, I was a wee bit short on dough these past 5 or so days.
Actually, a closer description would be "flat fucking broke". Usually, this isn't a problem. But then the cell phone got cut off. And I ran out of food. And my gas tank started running low.
Dammit. This is why I put up with 2 years of stupid contract labor, to avoid situations like this. Of course, this was all my fault. But my family did need the cash, so I don't regret it.
Last night one of my paychecks came through, finally. The direct deposit hits right at about 12am, and just a few hours before that, the cable modem got shut off. I was totally cut off from the world at large, short of going outside and screaming. I had to stay up to get the check, call the phone company, get the phone restarted, then call the cable company, get the cable modem restarted, and then come 2:30am, I was able to go to sleep. Usually, this wouldn't be an issue, but as I mentioned previously, I've been short on food for a long time. It was making me moody. And by moody I mean "An asshole burnout".
Luckily, I kept most of the asshole burnout traits hidden from the public at large. Now, I'm back on track, but this has been a mighty unhealthy week.
Here is a movie that will make any male (or anyone, really) wince.
|5:10 AM|
I found someone to talk to after waking up from a nightmare last night. I was going to bother Sulzanti, but after the intial message to him I decided against it, and a second person had already answered me. The person I did end up talking with was very nice, and as before in these conversations had some insight. I've edited most of their comments out so that they're a little harder to ID. Also, at this point this is mostly raw description, I think.
I apologize for the log format, and it's a wee bit long, but it's a relatively interesting dream, in concept. So if you're all curious, take a gander at this.
As an additional note, I don't know if it was important or not but I was sent to find the people in the dream. I don't know who hired or sent me, but they kept me funded.
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